Friday, 27 May 2016

Engagement and Wedding

When comes to engagement I am always remembering the betrayed girl to me in my relatives who is showing love to me when I fall in love with her when she get a rich dentist she ran aways with him dream is mone enjoy is him so many years I endured a pain I heard her engagement was over she was not available she was gone with him to London after several years so long I saw her she ran away from me I understand she cheated, betrayed, she got a good opportunity good guy she left me.  Later I started to hate wedding and engagement I did not attend anything anywhere in my relatives they are not saw me very well somewhat inferior to them in one instance I saw my find and superior in marketing researching working with me on those day he married two girls because his family members wanted to marry their girls parents he was also loved one girl the next day of his marriage he married another one his liked girl both the wives not getting children they are coming to marriage age all grown he was had a very big body with vehicle compare to him I was very simple and thin, weak the circustance was not improved throughout my life not taking any bold steps.  I saw not only in my life people are corrupt, opportunistic, cheating they take the undue advantaged and others weakness they are misusing in the service goverment, politicians, bereacrats, businessmen all the misusing the weak and poor it's general common people said.

Single and Dating

I saw this in I am a single not maried people are always asking why you are not married they knew I did not had proper job, education, money normally women or girls are very greed in uppercaste they want 50k to more than 1 lakhs per months everybody wanted to marry rich person people are believed in purity uppercaste grooms did not get good jobs women or girls are getting job very easily several times.  Dating is not there in upper caste several times I saw lower caste girls are dressed very well and looking good I was also thought to marry but the difficult is food we are veg they are non veg my friend who is doing Real Este and Priest job who married intercaste marriage was not suited he was in miserable situation and suffering the community or relatives are not helping him none of them was calling they are putting somewhat like a lower caste or downgraded.
I saw so many dating sites still not understand I started to using Internet some 10 years ago I didn't feel much use I had a lot of hope on those days this revolutionary thing people in very large still not using the Internet they are very well better than me Internet people are addicted people are limitedly using Internet only for a limited purpose jobs once I dreamed like it can give the information whatever I want most of them are paid serviced.